Sunday, January 16, 2011

Out of the depth of misfortune comes bliss

 The love each other but between each of the damage;
bedroom of the war should be comfortable and relaxed and stretching;
phone homely but disappeared;
key humble also ran away from home hh
the trusted people, ah hhis a no show
then, how about ur feeling, and what ru going to do ..
But I think i still very lucky .. Because I have you, my friends.
long time no play , for a long time without food hot pot, so long no one taking care of me in every possible way the activities of these two days .. I miss the party scene in Tianjin since h is that I still eat the little girl bulkhead Zhigu ^ ^
I am really very happy . Thank you:)
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father the news of illness, so I really understand what But I can not do without him .. can not do without his mother.
for them, I can make compromises,
.. I can afford any. are willing to bear.
is no time for whining out. . last year's text,
tears, or not hold back what is bad luck recently hh
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day habit before he took a phone call is not happy to friends, or regaling with strangers online, the total inadvertently sent out to the depressed period of time, easy expulsion of the vast haze of my mind. and now h, probably because it grew older, became reluctant to speak with people blame the West the East. First, for self-protection; the second is that only you can solve the problem, why the depressed do to other people.
have forgotten where the sentence mm learned hiding a dark corner alone, licking wounds,
apt description of the image to actually easily reach the pain in my , feel the slightest pain slightly cold h h, there is a thin layer of fear enveloped hh.
tired. This is the deepest feeling the past two months. The biggest hope is to do nothing what do not want, a motionless sleep for two days and nights.
h recalls her clutching the pillow, curled up sideways on the sofa, eyes closed involuntarily, but can not fall asleep, the brain has been wavering between the hovering mist and clear I would like to temporarily forget all the depression and pain, their profile has become increasingly clear h
disputes between people; joy, anger, sadness and joy; wound in the ears of the innocent and hearty laugh, trained, trained, cry, disdain snobbery, cowardly, self-deception, paranoid suspicion, infuriated scold Oh, the silence called thorough hh;
I hobbled down to the house to go hand-holding father; I hold the phone unreasonable on the other end of the cold silence of the father of chatter;
Brilliant crystal mother cooked rice porridge full of delicious fresh fish; home clutter, a refrigerator empty, tired mom to see buying something that improvise;
teacher They smiled and said, ** is a sensible child hard boy; teacher concerned said: Do not sit there and sit and just stare at the old books, play with them to get out;
I sit alone on a bench, in the face acquaintances always barely affects chat mouth, faint smile;
licked my fingers carries gourmet bites; I looked at the body, said holding the scalp deeply regret;
I S fingers intertwined, and naive as to say to constantly facing the sun all the way to go off and write the eternal happiness, is the envy of others in the simple joy; I and S in the fate of a right fork junction of a left and found happiness behind many successful unknown gap. What is the body who should turn away and leave each other's soul what h. h, in addition to injuries. is a regret? I can not believe those words of regret, even if a tear, my heart can not bear are the weight.
have seen a MM in a blog written mm
you ask me why you so cold, let me think ~
because your decadence ~
because your Mingding Come Drink With Me ~
waiting for me because when you run mortar electronics market, supermarket ~
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because I'm afraid ~
hh Yes, in front of trivial reasons are blind ghost ~. fear, everything really get to the bottom, that is, the fear, the anxiety is still.
This stems from a woman's own sensitive and delicate it? or external causes?
anyone afraid of injury. < br> I am afraid that the vast loss of anterior direction;
I was afraid, afraid to lose the will of courage to face the unknown turbulence can not resist;
I am afraid that family regained lost it;
I fear, fear of being thrown as a hook, hang up the sheep's head;
I am afraid that empty joy, fear of abandonment, fear not afford to lose;
I am afraid that the wrong letter, fear betrayal, fear not see through;
I am afraid that indulgence, fear of fraud, fear can not put hand;
I am afraid that from the timid to the closed door;
I am afraid that used the night Black no longer able to enjoy the day in the United States.
hh scenes alternating between the eyes skip past, and thus was removed between the Sishuifeishui half awake,
hh opened his eyes even more tired, pillow clearly demonstrated the large dense mm I is really hurt. no matter how disguised.
, I think, at that time should not be placed seems to music, at least should not listen to sad song lyric.
special wish was to have a personal, can come to me , hold me, hold me strong, but is gentle and warm.
can not say anything, made me understand the phrase silent > Do not worry, there I am.
This is a very contagious word.
regardless of the circumstances of each said something similar to my sentence, I would favor him a bit more, by several sub-trust, or even very grateful heart.
such as M, said: I am, no one would dare to bully you. feel it man, right?
M asked me, is not no friends. admission never make enemies , everyone is friends. But guess what, ah, do not take the initiative themselves to contact with people. Even other people contact me, and rarely able to contact. want to come over I really passive attitude, but also does not help wonder when lost. Even help may not help, no wonder lonely. Oh, all so small by the civil use of education to do harm. From the beginning of the recent experience of hardship to the present, dealing with the very low-key. I do not want to cry. I do not want to be a coward. Everybody is always used along for the ride or chat with nonsense to resolve unpleasant, in fact, many times I would like to ask, would like to know there is no , who clear where we stand, who have clear channel, who really understand it. What this does not give out the problem. There are many problems in life is no one answer because there are many secrets not dig deep. No, especially depression, it seems very tired. To put it plainly, this time I was for her to go. Master is on the phone, text messaging will not, at the door that squatting for a long time. I have seen on the outside!
of a sudden, was moved to tears launch an attack on cross-flow of a closed hh.
think hh
E Tizhe Da pocket to visit say they want to the popcorn I have traveled long distances. (BoA, I will always love you.)
X said: something or want to chat give me a call. mood easy to find me, take you playing 7.
L wrote: Anyway, you still my friend. Do you think I will make you despair you?
muster courage to ask L: I'm stupid, is not it? I was not particularly stupid?
L said: confuse.
be opened on the forehead like a skylight, ushered in the ten thousand rays, think again too Advantages and Disadvantages Sorry Everybody a concern. I wondering if we can hand over your heart into the toilet washed away, perhaps made no trouble and no Debating the mood of the bar h.
a MM said
Do not helpless, not independence, not a good strong, not capable, I just want people rely on, and doing stupid, stupid, and stay, and silly little woman , to be independent; not good and strong, to be capable. I just want to personally accompany, and doing clever, well behaved, silly and really small woman.
so understanding, so-called situation improves, that is a cycle.
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concubine message that even today, according to my graduation photo
, I finally graduated! ha ha, I want you. I grew up.
hey, ah ~ ~ I am pleased to wish her a smooth entrance .

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