Read, really realistic. . .
23 years old, you graduated from college. First job's salary is 1800, not to do their own profession, a few months after you leave, the reason is because you do not behave. You never have enough money to spend each month. Do you have a boyfriend, when you read together, fight more than an hour a day telephone, weekly one-hour bus journey do not feel far away, cold at night is always someone to tell you good night last sentence, date of birth Always have to wait until morning to give you the first blessing. A few days each month that your stomach hurt, he had to soak a hot water bottle cover you stomach, you learn to cook for him, no matter what food he ate all vanished. His cell phone off mute and never adjusted. You know all his brothers and friends, he also recognized that all your friends. His bank, QQ password you know, because the two of you with the birthday. Out, he always put your wallet with the mobile phone bag. You and he have much to say, endless talk about things, often to talk to three or four am. Then you have not just fall in love, but still the same as in love.
24 years old, you changed jobs a month over two thousand pieces, instead of spend is not enough, you, he went to another city, because you want to better opportunities. You separate the two, he began regular pub, he had entertainment every day, used to see the debauchery, learn the fun, went to bed early every day to play, but remember before going to bed to give you a massage that night. You get angry, he will always call you, with you apologize. Until 25 years old, you broke up with him eventually.
25 years old, you and he eventually broke up because of distance, but also because the outside world is too wonderful. So you've learned to pub, and the little sisters sat in the corner of the bar, watching people play table table silly games, or to drink boring wine, you feel boring, but it was still going to the pub. You changed jobs, increased workload, wages are still not up how much you travel with various cities, I feel tired and do not want to stop.
26 years old, appears to have no love Hello, you drink a week, afternoon tea and small sisters, watching movies with friends on Tuesday, often outside eat, basically have been to good restaurants, but not much in the harvest work, the boss gives you painted cake, you want to forward, but do not want a career is very confused, life is ... ... to a lot of single place, you become more busy, and not feel tired, you know look at the scenery while walking.
27 years old, you want to stop and rest, you hit another boy. 27 years old, met the other people who make you feel warm. You seem to love ... ... but boy has his Day, you are not his story, he seems good to you, but remember it will never take the initiative to tell you good night, each of you are busy. He will not pick you up from work, you do not send text messages to him looking to get right back to you that information, he always play cat and mouse but not the tail, then you know, that he has his anniversary, he said he can not be made in the past . He often went to a bar, said to be the work of entertainment. He has many brothers, but you mostly do not know. He did not come to see you urgently to those friends, he was always lukewarm, so you feel dispensable. He QQ is always invisible, you do not want to put pictures of him from his space, he said that two people love things. But you think he is not sure, you've found that the injury is more than extraordinary is that you, the original man will not feel safe. Later you think, once said, in fact, not so important whether patriotic ... ...
28 years old, began to urge your family to marry you, you start to feel a blind date is not so absurd. Only in a time of each other, repeating the same self-introduction, you do not know what is like a song you sing it,
29 years old, you get married. After marriage, only to find you, love someone are not so important, you have children, you commit yourself to only care about your baby. A commonplace in the day time, not the corner coffee shop is not in the classic idol pass, you run into your ex-boyfriend, that he has married. His brow you find no emotional year, who have a heavy alcohol taste, how can you understand his past like him, you see his wife, you feel like a very humble. However, they seem to be harmonious.
30 years old, you have forgotten all the things associated with love, how you start counting the early loan repayment plan with you and your husband for sets and then make two big points of the house to live in the elderly can often time, you worry about the child's education. You have a daughter this time, you job stability, you think you will never cook and clean for whom, but you still go to farms every day after work to buy food, just remember to bargain, and occasionally her husband take you to eat a Western, you still think he a waste of money. You no longer spend money freely, but once a year to maintain the travel.
35 years old, you change the big house and bought the car, but also most of the loans ahead of schedule, but things around for the baby care between school , every Tuesday with a small half-sister to watch movies, drink tea occasionally on weekends. Always talk about around the children.
Then again, you're retired, and returned home with his wife opened a shop at home have a yard, plant some plants and flowers. Also planted some of their favorite dishes, your home has a pond in the evening in your home the old man always vine fishing. Son, settled in foreign countries, birth to a baby daughter. Come back to see you once a month.
you have white hair, forehead, hair growing thin, and only the Chinese Lunar New Year the children can come see you about. So you looking forward to the holidays, more and more viscous with your home call an old man, but he did not always look pleasing to the eye. Occasionally, you dug out the previous diaries, written before the youth, those sensitive and cranky, old man looking for bragging about your home: Look how good my writing then, do writers really as pity. To your home the old man is always the same: you in this old woman would like to Shane, When you get older ... ...
article called those days his wife running water. No ups and downs of the plot, nor is it a hundred thousand turn back the love, only a very practical reality of the day, ordinary to, maybe your mother, your aunt, your cousin, then went all the way is now.
end of the article, wrote that: do not go to the end, you will not know what love is accounted for in your life, how much weight, in fact, did not love the beginning so important, as long as there is strength to love, have the strength to live like regeneration.
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